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From The Grave mommy can I play with this doll? shes my only friend, you see when you close my door at night she always talks to me she said, some will call it madness so I asked her why she said, its really just my sadness she told me lifes no pleasure game many worries, tears & pain there is no colored rainbow just sheets of solid rain will I die young? i wanted to know only if youre lucky will it be your time to go she tells me all these stories of her past lives & glory at first I was afraid now shes my only shade she really seems to like me even though Im lonely no friends for me to play no strong arms to hold me God I hope she stays im teaching her to pray but I think shed rather play it seems we sleep all day she said she loves to dance but laughs at true romance guess I cant place any blame when youre damaged its such a shame she said, dont fall too fast for love it always has its price love comes & it goes just like a case of lice childhood is fleeting dying if competing death is the only solution when youre surrounded by pollution she said, beautiful girl much too good for this world dont just wait to be rescued they always abandon girls and this may be your last day no soldiers marching your way i asked her when He beckons me who should I call? who can I save? she said, cant take many with you its a very small Grave but I dont understand why is there war & death? why do some just watch? as you fight for your last breath? she said, dont have many answers but lots of painful questions but my head some times it hurts some things I forget to mention i asked her to stay one more night cause the dark it makes me afraid she smiled the Reapers Grin remember, she said youre sheltered in your Grave i asked will God be there? will He take me by the hand? She shook her wooden head there is no promised land so remember this tomorrow morning my visit is your only warning this IS the devils playground but its the ONLY one that Ive found but youre just a doll! how do you know these things? youre just a plastic puppet without the dancing strings! She said, thats just what you believe cause if you knew who I was youd see scars under my sleeves there are so many sad souls and not enough Graves to go no one will remember you even though you prayed theres only dirt & maggots waiting in your Grave im so sorry, I told her youve really been through HELL i promise to think of you when I hear the Church Bells she said, dont waste your time my cards have already been played ill rest so much better when I return to my Grave but Ill really miss you what will I do? she said, youre not really alone cadavers will be there too the only true Salvation written in the Revelations is a road that is not paved but its dark, quiet & peaceful PLEASE RETURN ME TO MY GRAVE more ...
 honey sheperd on oct 26, 2006 county coroner revealed honey sheperd had died ... but angels don't they just go to help 'karma turn the tide'. |